Mudcat Café message #3812853 The Mudcat Café TM
Thread #160711   Message #3812853
Posted By: GUEST,Andiliqueur
05-Oct-16 - 05:46 AM
Thread Name: 'I never want to perform again!'
Subject: RE: 'I never want to perform again!'
"If you are judged at all, you are judged on an amalgamation of everything they have heard you do, not tonight's faux pas."

Thanks for that BIGM. I must keep rembering that! Also some really good poems and advise from others. Thank you.

Andy 7 you ask if anyone else has these feelings,oh yes! I so wish I didn't.I keep telling myself that I sing because it's what I love to do so why do I need appreciation and why am I so easily discouraged?
I could stay at home and sing but something makes me want to perform. Just sometimes you really touch a listener and they tell you and that is what makes me keep going back for more.

Also I'm proud (good bladder) that I never leave the room or thumb through files or talk while others are performing at a singaround as I respect them.

Believe me it's a handicap being so precious and I do try to fight it!